Closing.

It looks like this Friday is going to be the big day.
It's exciting but I'm kind of beyond the "ooh, fun!" and more into the "God, just HURRY UP so I can get out of here!" ...
I look around at my room, for one, and there is just no space. Every time I try to make space it doesn't work because there isn't room for containers for things. Plus I'm trying to fit an entire life into a 10x10 room, or thereabouts. It just can't fit no matter what.
People keep saying I won't have a clean house, stuff will be everywhere...
I guess they don't realize that there are four people living here....not just me.
I have cleaned many a time and literally within an hour it's back to the exact same state as before. So it's futile around here. They have way too much useless shit. Not that I don't, but it's been packed up for so long I don't even care or know what it is anymore. Most of my stuff is going to be thrown out or given away because I can't stand to look at it. I'm done holding onto sentimental things unless I really know I'm going to display it somewhere.
I won't have the room to do it and I am committed to having the dream house exterior and interior that I can so easily envision in my mind. And at last nothing is stopping me!

I know exactly how I want my kitchen and living room to look. EXACTLY. Every detail. I'm scouted out paint colors and all of the accessories. I've picked out the flooring as well. I decided on what room I'm going to have my bedroom in and the color. It's like the orange that I used to have (and that I loved) but it's more brown, like the bathroom at the house where I work, and I love that color. Plus I have stuff to go with it already.
I don't know exactly what I want in the guest room/office, but I've been thinking purple/grey. We'll see.

I guess the thing is is that I know I want my house to look a certain way and I don't care that it will cost more than just taking what people have laying around. Sure, it would save money, but I really, really want my house to look just so.

I might side the exterior. I don't know. I need gutters. The grass!! It's waist high now. The yard definitely needs to be cleaned up. That'll be fun...that's this weekend, pretty much. So much demo work to do this weekend, really. I want to get as much done as possible since I have the entire weekend off. I'm free from Wednesday to Tuesday....wee! If only I closed on Wednesday.

I'm working tomorrow .. blah. It doesn't matter. I must call the insurance company to get the policy drawn up asap.